i feel like everything is falling apart. im losing all my best friends, and i know i can only trust you three now. i dont know what to do.

i miss all my best friends:[

so fucking much, i dont know what to do.. i havent felt this way in forever but i cant stop crying. i miss you so much i just want to see you, i have to visit new york this summer or i dont know what im gonna do. i miss our summers and if i dont visit this summer then it wont be the same:[

i miss you best friend.

im so scared im losing all of you. this cant happen i have to pull it together- especially you, youre my best friend. this cant happen dont let it happen... please.

never lose your childish innocence. its the most important thing.

terrible idea... dont you just love those?

i dont know what ill ever do without you. youll do anything for me and youve proved it time and time again. you know me better than anyone. i love going out to breakfast with you just to talk, i love when you give me advice that ill never use, i love that youre always happy. you are my favorite person in this whole world. i couldnt have ever gotten through my childhood without you, i couldnt have ever//wont ever get through high school without you. i love you more than anyone.

1. i can talk to you for like EVAAA on the phone and seriously talk about nothing, its greattt:]. i can tell you anythingggg and get your input on it. we have tha BESTTT time when were together. you mean the world me to and youre right, 800 miles doesnt have anything on us! ILY!<3

2. i can talk to you about everything and its not awkward at alll. we have a lot of the same views on things so i like talking to you about EVAAARYTHING. we have so many inside jokes and we laugh sooo hard every time we hang. ily.<3

3. i can honestly say you are probably the only person i can do NOTHING with and still have fun and remember it. i love that we never argue and i can talk to you about everything. i can just sit around your house all day watching movies and taking pictures with you (that will never be used for anything:) and still have the best time. ily.<3

4. you are soooo funny in only a way that a few people understand. everytime im with you i laugh sooo hard. im glad you arent stressing so much anymore. weve been friends for forever and weve been through a lot together and its gonna stay that way! i cant wait till you get your license so we can hang ALL DA TIME. ily.<3

5. you mean sooo much to me, youre always trying to make me feel better. i seriously could not ask for a better, more caring brother. everytime youre here we get in a fight on like the last day just like the good ole days. i love thinking about all the memories we have together and all the memories are kids are gonna have together!! ily.<3

6. you always make me laugh and i feel like i can totally be myself around you. im gonna miss you a lot when you leave. im worried about you though:/ ily.<3

7. i love being sarcastic with you. you say the most rediculous stuff sometimes. i hope the best for you next year, but im really gonna miss you! ily<3

8. youre so funny! you have probably given me some of the best compliments ive ever gotten believe it or not. you are really good to talk to even though you laugh at ppl when they are really mad sometimes haha. (im not gonna put a heart cause that could be kinda weird hahaha.)




sometimes you can be really annoying but in a small group you are sooo understanding and great to talk to. im glad were friends and i really wish you and kels could work everything out.<3

im glad we became friends again this year. youre really funny and easy to talk to.<3

i think its cute that youre worried about me, even if you show it in a weird way. im glad you have been friends with me since the day i moved here. i think i probably have the most memories with you than anyone else that lives down here.<3

i love that weird mood you get in only around me. you are so funny! you have the best fashion and you are pretty nice to talk tooo.<3

im glad we are becoming close, you are so random and its so cute. you always know what to say and i love your voice no matter what you think!<3


i feel bad cause i never "let you in". i could talk to you all day and never run out of things to say i dont know if its cause of your personality or cause we have a lot in common, but i like it.<3

I WISH I WASNT SO OUT OF IT!!
ughh all i do is come home, do my homework, stare at something for like 40 minutes, and fall aslepp.. i cant eat, i cant think, i cant sleep. WTF IS WRONG WITH ME??

im so stressed i have so much homework and i dont want to do it and eocs are next week and i made a to do list today and i have like 5000000 things on itl;dajfjd. my parents are freaking out cause my tests came back negative ((thank god)) but they dont know whats wrong with me, so they are like "dont eat in between meals", "stop falling asleep", "eat your dinner", "whats the matter?" BLAH STFU!:[

i know!!!

hehe:]
idk why that makes me happy......

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everything is falling apart.